Is It Time To Go?



Still can’t sleep. The standard thing I do is coming here to my blog every time I can’t sleep. I’ve been busy with work, as I stated in the previous post, but since now that work is already over, I feel like I have my life and my house back in my arms. Yeay! I’ve just vacuumed and mopped the floor, dusted the shelves and did everything in my weekly list, that I failed to do the last time (refer to the previous post).

These last few months of the year are probably the busiest. I’ve got courses to attend to, post-UPSR activities to conduct at school and on top of that, I’ve to update the panel files. Usually, there’ll be an SPSK observation in October or November, so I have to get ready for that. Did I mention that I’m the KP for English Panel at my school? Haha I think I did here. It’s my first year being a KP here in SKPJ, replacing Kak Kila who moved to Melaka last February.

Speaking of work, two days ago, I got a WhatsApp text from one of the the cluster-school teachers here in Muar, asking me to transfer to her school, which happens to be quite near to my house. Actually, I met her at our English Carnival for district level and she told me that they don’t have enough English teachers, siding aside the fact that it’s a cluster school, which the niche is English. Weird right? She also told me that they want someone young to be in their English team as they’re already quite veteran. They’re easily tired, they don’t have time, they this, they that. Anyway, I did tell her at the time that I wanted to transfer because I had a problem working under my then GB (the WWoTW), but since now she’s already retired and we don’t have any replacement yet, I have a second thought about the transfer. I didn’t even apply for an EG-Tukar this year because I’m happy at my workplace right now and I don’t want it to change.

Also, I thought she already forgot about it. It was months ago since I last saw or heard anything from her. The way she talked me into joining her school was quite suspicious to me. I kinda sense that she just wants me there to be bossed around. You know, since I’m young and all so the logic is that I can do anything they’d be throwing at me. So, thanks but no thanks, I don’t wanna be bullied like that. Maybe I’m being very negative here, maybe they mean well, but the truth is, I love my current school and I don’t wanna go anywhere else. Well, not yet anyway. I’ve established my reputation there (do I even have one hahah) and I’m not planning to start over at a new place. Plus, their GB is pretty much like the WWoTW so what’s the point of going there?
Haha.. So again, thanks, but no thanks.

There’ll be time when I’ll walk away from SKPJ, but it’s just not now.

Some day la kan..


Me Being Busy, Me Being Almost 30




Owh, look.

Owh, look. This 423rd post is about my birthday, 4/23. Coolness!

Last week was the busiest week of my schooling schedule so far, I feel. I had to be here and there and finding it hard to catch my breath all week. On Sunday and Monday, I had to be at SK Simpang Jeram for Netball Tournament, which we only managed to go to quarter finals by the way. We lost to SK Parit Bakar Darat by only two goals. TWO! Bummer. On Tuesday, I was at school and emceeing the launch of Kem Membaca 1 Malaysia. On Wednesday, I went to PPD for choir practice. Choir practice. Yes, you read that right. 😛 Along with other 27 teachers from all Muar/Ledang, we will be singing a few songs in conjunction with Hari Guru Peringkat Daerah in Bukit Gambir on 24th May. Yes, this is a bit unusual of me, since I don’t sing that much. In fact, I don’t sing at all. Haha. I was offered the spot by my friend since there weren’t enough teachers volunteering for this. I only thought of the cert I would be getting so yeah, why not. New experience. 🙂 🙂 😀

Netball tournament at SK Simpang Jeram. This was against SK Seri Bukit Pasir.

Netball tournament at SK Simpang Jeram. This was against SK Seri Bukit Pasir.

Against the host. Won big. 14-3

Against the host. Won big. 14-3

Also, apart from being busy as a bee, on last Thursday, 23rd April 2015, I officially turned 29 years old. In the previous years, I used to ignore the age I was turning because I know I always looked younger than my age so who cares about the number (bitch slap me please), but this year…. Ahhhh! 29 years old!!! This is my last year of being in my twenties and somehow I feel so sad. Not to mention, so old!! Owwhhhh the big three O next year! Where did the time go??

Pre-celebrated my birthday with hubs after school.

Pre-celebrated my birthday with hubs after school.

I don’t know about you guys, but here’s my question. Have you ever felt like the time’s running out for you? Like, there are so many things you wanna do but you haven’t done them yet due to other priorities in your life and if you wait a second longer, time is up. Things like, traveling, climbing mountains, river-trekking, sky-diving, diving with sharks? Maybe. You know, crazy things like that. Sometimes, I do feel that time’s running out for me. I’m almost 30 and only managed to do 20% of those things. Maybe 10% of those things, I don’t know. I’m getting older and maybe I won’t have time and energy for any of that anymore. Sigh…

Okay, I know what some of you might think. Every time I reflect on my life, I know I always sound ungrateful. Haha. No, that’s not my intention. I’m blessed for a lot of things too. In my twenties, I secured a scholarship to study abroad, did and saw a lot of things there, got a degree, got a job, bought my own red baby car, got married to a man of my own choice, and the biggest of all, in my twenties, I managed to buy my own house. Alhamdulillah. Who knows what’s in store for me tomorrow? Maybe I would buy a second car, maybe I would start my Master, maybe I would even get pregnant? Hahaha. Who knows..

Anyway, life’s so short right? You have to make every single second count and not to waste any, especially, when you’re in your final year of twenties.

With that being said, let’s go back to my LET reports. The due date is on 29th April. Gotta do it fast or my boss will go nuts.

This is one dashing task I tell you.

This is one hell of an ‘adventurous’ task I tell you.

Owh, got extra class tomorrow too. Yeay!

Happy birthday to me.

Owh, I want this! Chocolate malt ice-cream cake!!

Owh, please make me one of these chocolate malt ice-cream cakes!!

Mamacita Ayayayaya



I am in my hometown right now. The best place and time for me to blog.

First of all, my apologies for abandoning you for so long dear Blind Kitten. I have been so caught up with God knows what so I kinda ignored you for a little while there. Owh, I didn’t even wish you ‘Happy New Year’, did I? Very bad of me! Hope it’s not too late for that, tho we’re already in mid February lols. So, Happy New Year dear Kitty. You’re turning 7 this year, in August to be exact, and you’re still a kitty, forever young. So am I. Haha.

Owh, Happy Chinese New Year too to everyone that’s celebrating it. Gong Xi Fa Cai. It’ll be a ‘goat’ year I can feel it. Haha

Happy Chinese New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year!

Hmmm….. I don’t really know what to say here. Okay, let me give you a quick update of what I’ve been up to. School has been……. great? I guess? Haha not great. School is never great, as long as WWoW is still there (click here to know more about WWoW). But it’ll be better in June or July I hope, since ‘it’ will be retiring soon enough. Also, my dearest KP (Ketua Panitia, Head of English Department), Kak Kila already transferred to Melakaaaa!!! That is such a sad news to me since she was my gossip buddy, as well as my one and only EG-Tukar buddy. Well, at least she succeeded this time around, leaving the place and leaving me alone too. Cries!

So, guess who’s the new KP?
More cries!

HUAAA!! Me no likeyyy!!

HUAAA!! Me no likeyyy!!

Other than that, no, still not getting iPhone 6, no, still not pregnant (in case if you’re wondering), no, still not rich, no, still not getting a new car, no, still not changing school. Same old same old. But I’m still the happiest I can be, except for the last part there. No, not happy about not changing school. Uh-uh *while shaking my fore finger*

Now, let’s get to the brighter and happier side of this post. My delayed vacation that I’ve mentioned in the previous post is about to come true, in sha Allah. It was supposed to be a winter vacation, but now it’ll be a spring one. Hmm, can’t complain. I just hope there won’t be more problems, hassles coming in our way anymore. Everything is booked and paid, we’re just waiting for that date. Tick tock, tick tock.

Clue : Mamacita Ayayayaya

Okay, till I write again. Bye!

Waiting, And Blogging


Haloooo! Guess what? I’m still at school, waiting for my husband to pick me up. He had a tuition then he went straight to English Meeting for Zone level. He asked me to replace my KP for the meeting so then I could go with him, but duhhhh! Meeting means more work. Takde kerja carik kerja, nk buat ape haha. Plus, my KP, Kak Kila is a very committed teacher. Heheheh..

It’s almost 3.15 now and I’m fasting. Imagine how exhausted I am right now. At this hour, I should’ve been relaxing on my bed watching Food Network (that’s me, puasa2 memang suke tgk food channels), instead I’m still here, in the staffroom.

It’s so quiet.

So quiet that you can hear a pin drop.


Okay, jangan layan sangat kang tetiber jadi seram.

Okay, so here’s a funny story. I was running low on my Marine Essence Beauty Bar. I have been using that for more than 3 months now, and I just love it so much that I don’t wanna change it to other facial cleanser. I don’t even wanna go back to my Neutrogena Facial Foam yang dah guna consistently almost 2 years. It works on my skin and owh! It is soooo wangi!

I don't sell this okay. I'm just a very happy customer. :-)

I don’t sell this okay. I’m just a very happy customer. 🙂

Okay, so I googled, searched here and there, looking for COD Muar because I need it TODAY (blame it on hubby sebab lambat beli kat colleague dia, pastu dier pun dah habis stock dan haku pun tak dapat grr). So long story short, I found this website that displayed a contact number, which was also written with this in caps, MUAR. Cool, let me give a call.

So the name was Fiza, and thank God, she does have the stocks at her home, but since she’s in Melaka at that time, we can only meet at night. The funny thing was……

She is my neighbour (taman sebelah).
Kahkahkah. What a small world.

So lepas ni senang nk restock.

Hubby texted me few minutes ago ajak balik. Meeting dh habis letew. Okay bye.

My Angry Day!



Yesterday, kerani datang kat meja aku suruh isi menatang hrmisone ni. Aku pernah la dgr hrmis tapi x pernah berurusan ke isi ape2 bnde pakai sistem ni. Siapkan terangkan kat aku camana nk google hrmis. Hahaha okay layan je la.

So tadi aku pun isi la. Aku tau for a fact website2 kerajaan ni mmg hampeh, lembap selembap siput sedut semuanya tapi ada jugak yang bila aku guna, okay je. Contoh mcm SAPS. Okay je takde lembap pun. So, aku ingt hrmis ni pun xder la lembap mane. Bukak pakai Safari, tak boleh. Kena pakai IE7 yang ko hapgrade sampi IE700 pun tetap la tahap zaman batu jugak. Pelik btul kan? Dah ade Google Chrome, Firefox semua tu, ko nk jugak pakai IE yang dah sedia 2×5 jugak lembapnye ngn hrmis tu.

Aku x install IE7 (duhhhh), so aku naik computer lab nak isi. Tgh2 isi, nk mula dah rase aura lembap siput sedut tu. Hati dah panas dah ni sbb aku memang pantang betul bnde2 slow tahap siput sedut ni. Pastu2 everytime aku isi2 maklumat semua, slow gile laaaa dier nak respond. Sebenarnye, kalau dh darurat sgt, ko slow pun ko slow la. Tapi jangan laaa sampai aku dh isi banyak2, ko tetiber frozen, non-responding tak habis2. Lepas tu tetiber hilang and kena buat balik yang baru. Stressssss tau x? Eeeeeeeiii, mula la aku mencarut sikit demi sikit. Ingt aku ni takde keje lain asek nak dok mengadap hrmis bangang ni je ke? Seriously, wtf la wei yang buat sistem bodoh ni! Menyusahkan org x habis2!

Aku ade bace kat satu blog ni, dier cakap ‘Nak semuanya di hujung jari, tapi nk isi hrmis ni rasenye mcm dah di hujung nyawa,’ Hah. Betul sangat la tu! Aku memang setuju sangat. Kepala aku ni dh pening2 dh ni. Banyak keje aku tergendala sbb menatang hrmis ni.

Kepada sesape yang bertanggungjawab, tolong laaaaaa wei. Ko xbleh nk menyenangkan org, ko xyah la nk menyusahkan pulak. Nk bnde online mcm2, tpi server mcm mangkuk ayun. Ko kerjekan dulu server tu kasi laju sket, stable sket, pastu ko nk buat ape2 bnde online takde org bising la.

Okay habis membebel. Bye.