A Tired Entry (Yes, There’s NO Better Title Than This)

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I’m just so tired tonight. This week has been so crazy, mentally (tears and pain at school) and physically (rushing here and there). No TGIF this week because Saturday is a working day (sekolah ganti). November seems so out of reach now and I just pray to God, to be granted good health so I can go through this in one piece until the end. I know, we are just one week away from first mid term school break, but that doesn’t mean anything. Class is on, as usual (UPSR classes). To add to the list, I also have a choral speaking practice to handle since we’ll be representing our zone to the district level. Since there’s a lot of things to work on, I need the whole week to improve the team. There goes my holiday! Yeay!

I have nothing more to add. Bye.

Unnecessary Dilemma

My mother in law once asked me about places that she could buy clothes or blouses from, at low price, so I replied, ‘Eh, mak kan orang sini (Muar). Patutnye mak la lagi tau’.  But since she really didn’t know, I tried to name a few places around here that I could recommend her, but nothing really came to mind. Here’s why! Because all this while, I’ve been shopping online!! Haha. (Berbalik pada cerita mother in law tadi, we finally brought her to Wetex Parade and bought a couple blouses there. Our treat, so kalau mahal pun xpa la pasal memang susah nak carik yang cantik dan murah kan.. Quality comes with the price. Hihi)

My favourite online shopping website is of course, ThePoplook.com. Till today, I’ve spent over a thousand buying dresses and blouses from that famous line. They’re just my taste! Hihi. Senang beli online sebab xyah round round jalan penat kaki kalau x jumpa apa kita nak kan.. Penat carik and still x jumpa, fed-up, boleh main Facebook terus, or better yet, shut down laptop, tido saja. Haha

All the dresses and tops I bought from ThePoplook.com. Hubby said I’m a crazy shopper. Naahh, there are many out there who are way crazier than me.

Just now, when I was browsing the website (the most dangerous activity for me because I always end up buying something), I saw these caftans. There are three designs, but these two are my favs. I’m just torn apart between them and I can’t pick one! Help!

Carol Kaftan Blouse Light Brown

Carol Kaftan Blouse Lime Scarf Print

I’m more to Lime Print, but Light Brown pun cantik jugak especially when I pair it with my dark purple long skirt. But I belum pernah ada baju colour lime tu. Takkanla kena beli BOTH pulaaaak though I really love caftans. Caftans are the best! They are comfy and flowy, perfct to beat the heat nowadays. It’s just been extra hot for the weather right now, kan? Tak tahan nk pakai baju fit2 lagi. So uncomfortable. Kejap je badan dah melekit macam hape.

Okay, so, which ONE??

p/s- Hubby said, ‘shopping selagi boleh, nanti dah ada anak kena berkorban sikit duit tu for baby.’

p/s/s – No, I’m not pregnant yet.

A Mad Woman In The Middle Of The Night

I can’t sleep. I’m so mad right now that I can’t sleep. I just realized that my favourite top was left in Tropical Inn Hotel during the English Conference that I attended last Saturday. Grrr! I’ve been looking all over for it and just now it suddenly clicked that the last time (also my first time!) wearing it when I was in JB. Eiiiii! Marah kat sapa sebenarnye?? Diri sendiri tapi mainly marah kat Mr.Gonzales! Sebab dier yang kemas the whole thing. I didn’t help because I was in the conference. At 12 o’clock, I left the conference and went up to our level to help him carrying the luggage to check out. Salah sendiri sebab x double check and yakin je hubby dah kemas everything. Baju tu i letak dalam almari and obviously hubby x check. Huhu.. Sedih sebab baju tu first time pakai and soooo comfy! Geram btol!

So, as a result, terpaksa beli lagi sekali. Disebabkan geram yang teramat, beli la pulak 2 colours. Black and coffee. Saje je kan? Memang saje pon.

This is the one yang tertinggal kat JB.

Ni pulak baju yang terbeli akibat kemarahan sebab yang hitam tadi tertinggal.

Hish! X pasal2 rugi lagi hundred lebih.. Kalau ikut hati yang sedikit jahat ni, nak je rasenye hack Maybank2u hubby sebab i still rasa dier yang salah. Tapi x jadi. Takpelah. He still has to pay, tapi esok baru claim depan2.

Okay. Now I feel much better. Off to bed now. Bye.

Minah Versus Lela

(Okay, I exaggerated a little bit. Takkanla sbb x dpt beli lauk favourite sampai sebulan x tegur kan? Haha! Rekaan semata2 hokaay..)

I’ve been both, Minah and Lela. Sometimes, as humans, we are just too…. dependent. We ask our friends for help (when we ourselves are capable of doing it) and when they can’t help us (due to other waaaay more important things/commitments), we start to get mad. Whether we show it to their faces or a silent treatment. Is that really necessary? What if we’re in Lela’s situation? We try to help our friends but there are other bigger things that we need to handle first, and finally, we let them down because they don’t get what they want. I’ve been in Lela’s situation a few times now, and yeah, every time it happened, I felt guilty. So guilty that I felt like buying something as a peace-offering to make it up though I really didn’t have to. Now, when it happened again, I started to get annoyed. I mean, if you ask other people for help, and then your request can’t be fulfilled, you shouldn’t get mad. Remember, for whatever reasons, it’s your fault for not doing it yourself. Trust me, even though you’re too dependent, people are not that unhelpful. They’ll help as much as they can, but when they can’t, you should just appreciate the effort.

I know sometimes we need other people to help us because we have no choice, but when you’re not being fully attended to as what you expected, you should just keep your dissatisfaction to yourself (unless if you feel you have the right to, for example, if you’ve already given your money and they didn’t return it etc) otherwise, just move your lazy bum and do it on your own.

Okay dah. Tu je nak cakap. Babai!

I Want To Know…

LOVE is all in the air.

But why am I not feeling it at all?

I know that I am so evil to say this, but to see everyone else in happiness, that just makes me so sad, because I feel like I am the only one who’s not in it. I feel like, the world has not been fair. Or, did I actually walk myself into something that I don’t know?

I can’t quite figure out what’s going on right now.

Though I know I am in no position to ask You this, but God, I have a question.

I want to know, what’s exactly your plan for me?