God Gave Me You

God Gave Me You by Dave Barnes

I’ve been a walking heartache
I’ve made a mess of me
The person that I’ve been lately
Ain’t who I wanna be

But you stay here right beside me
Watch as the storm goes through
And I need you

[Chorus]
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I’ve lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you

There’s more here than what were seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You’ll always be love’s great martyr
Ill be the flattered fool
And I need you

[Chorus]
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I’ve lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you

[Bridge]
On my own I’m only
Half of what I could be
I can’t do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo

[Chorus - Outro]
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I’ve lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you, gave me you
Gave me you

The soothing voice of Barnes really melts my heart and almost sends tears to my eyes every time I listen to it, such as right now.

Beautiful song, beautiful video.

I’m very grateful for what You have given me, and for what You are still giving, to make this love and bond between my husband and I growing stronger. Panjangkanlah jodoh kami sehingga ke syurga-Mu ya Allah..

Thank you, for giving me him..

You Know You’re Getting Old When The Candles Cost More Than The Cake

25

That’s the number I’m turning to right now. Alhamdulillah, I am still here living healthily, have enough food and drink, have a good stable career, have enough money (I’m still hoping for more money tho), and the most important thing, I feel soooo blessed that I could live for another year surrounded by the most awesome people in the world; friends and family. Thank you everyone for your beautiful wishes and thoughtful prayers, be it through SMS, messages on Facebook and e-cards, I appreciate it all so much. You guys ROCK!

Well, as obvious as it is, I’m gonna say that this year’s birthday is way more special than the previous years, it’s because of one thing, or rather one person,

A Husband.

He beria2 asked me to check my email yesterday. I have two yahoo emails that I’m currently using at once, so when I check on my f_hamie email, I didn’t see anything special. Facebook notification je berlambak2. So, I signed in to another email, zatulhami_86, then I saw his name. I clicked on that, and laughed.

He sent me a poem! His self-written poem, well not 100% but it was kind of the same idea. While downloading the file, I couldn’t help but thinking, ‘Boleh ke dier write poem ni… Mesti lawak gile!’ Once it was downloaded, then I started reading.

OWH.SO.SWEET!!!

If it wasn’t because of my mom was also in the same living room with me watching TV, I might cry reading it.

There are about 25 lines in the poem (YES, I COUNT THEM). I’m not posting the whole poem but what I have here, some of my favourite lines.

“Happy Birthday to the love of my life,
Happy Birthday to my partner and my best friend,
I am so lucky to have you as my wife,
A wife like you is so precious,
Compared to any Evo 10, EK or even my MAV.”

Haha. Funny in a sweet way! That’s my husband you see, FUNNY, SWEET, CHARMING, a little bit blurr at times but I LOVE HIM with all my heart. He’s just the guy I’m looking for.

Thank you my love! Mmmuah!

Owh, he sent me a song too. It’s called Rindu Setengah Mati by Dmasive. Yes hubby syg, I rindu u setengah mati jugak. See you this coming Friday okay?

Okay, last thing before I sign out,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
YEAAAY!

Every Single Detail, Every Single Second, I Cherish

Everything that we did….

Sampai2 je Muar, ade org tolong urutkan kaki.. And saye pon ngade2 ckp ‘kaki sakit asek tekan minyak je… Huhu..’ What the heck! Kalo bwk manual, logic la kate sakit asek tekan clutch. Nways, hubby setia mengurut kaki saye… Bestnye! Hihi

Malam2 pas family dinner (mom in law belanje), round2 kat Tanjung.. Tpi x kuar keta pon.. Saje round2, chill out ngn hubby smbil catching up.

The next morning, gi SK Parit Pechah teman hubby wat tuition smbil kenal2 ngn cikgu-cikgi SKPP. Pas lepak staffroom, masuk kelas hubby dengan gaya pemantau smbil duduk with crossing arms kat kerusi belakang. Haha. His students asek tgk2 blakang je smbil senyum2.. Boring dengan aksi guru yg dipantau, bakal pegawai PPD ni pon mula lah menanda buku2 students SKTJ yg di bwk dri Sabak. Haha.

Observing him..

Pegawai memantau.. Hihi

Dok kat SKPP, tpi mark budak2 SKTJ punye keje. Haha

Shopping makanan kucing smbil usha2 lagi tokek (gecko). Dulu ada 3 ekor, now dah tinggal 1. Tah bape juta la agaknye diorg jual 2 ekor tokek tu.. Hubby byk kali berangan nk carik tokek, jual smpi berjuta2.. Pernah die dok diam je mcm org byk problems, skali bile tanye, tgh berangan psl tokek. *facepalm*

Mcm geli.. Tpi sape dapat mang KAYOO!

Gi Melaka. Cari Mahkota Parade. Hubby name je org Muar, tpi x sure jalan2 kat Melaka. So, lepas argue Mahkota Parade kat Banda Hilir or kat Pusat Bandar, we settled for Jusco, but not bad cause it is quite big. Had fun! Sambar sepasang Vincci. :-p

Hubby..

Me, the wifey. haha

Asam Boi Fizz

The pizza... Ade org tu makan smpi 5 keping, pastu x ngaku!

Went to Sabak Aur to have family dinner. This time, it was on me. We had Ikan Pari Bakar but then, masing2 dah x bape excited sbb Ikan Pari Bakar tu sampai, SUPER LMBAT!!

Got home, hubby download citer ‘Sini Ada Hantu’. Watched together with hubby tapi both tertidur. Hubby kejut pukul 12, ajak tgk bola Real Madrid lawan ape tah. Again, both tertidur kat living room depan TV. Terjage kul 2 sebab sakit perut gila2. Must be the Ikan Bakar.

Today, still sakit perut. 5 kali dah masuk kua toilet. Now hubby gi kluar carik Pil Chek It Tek Aun (alah, yg itam kecik bulat2 tu).

Tengahari kang, mom in law ajak gi kenduri (thank God tergerak hati bwk bju kurung time packing arie tu). Hopefully time tu perut dh x meragam.

Pas Zohor nnti insya Allah drive balik Sabak. Hubby anta smpai Tangkak.

Okay, sekian. Babai!

It’s All About Reaching Your Dreams

Background Music, Auburn-All About Him

Our wedding reception in Muar went well. Thank you Faizal and Hani for your willingness to be our best man and bridesmaid. Hihi.. And last but not least, thank you to Neddy, Auni, Fazi, Haniah, Fana, Aini, PakNgah, Badak, Apek and fiancee, Bob, Usher, Warid, Helmi and Ida, Faiz and few others who also came to the reception.

Some of the pictures taken by friends and family, Raihan Aliahus, and Kak Seha during that beautiful reception.

The arrival of the groom and the bride..

Gadis2 gedik kesayangan aka partners in crime. My sister (Mila) and nieces (KakLong and KakNgah). Eh, mom's also in the picture.

It's all bout us..

Together with the bestman and the bridesmaid, Faizal and Hani..

Menepung tawar... That's my mom in the picture.

Wah, gelak besar. Haha

With Ewan's friends..

We are sooo glad that both receptions are already over. Phewww! Now, since banyak jugak duit dah abes kat wedding preparation and all that, it’s time to save it again. Settling down, starting a family needs quite a lot of money. I mean, things like, renting house at the same time saving money for dream house, buying furniture, groceries, paying bills and stuff, those are important things that have to be prepared. After we have some stable financial saving, only then we’ll talk about… having children! Hahahaha.. Insya Allah.. Just so you know, we’ve already prepared names for our children waaaaaayy before we got married. Hahaha. Excited btol. The names are secret. Shhh.

These are some pictures of us ‘lepak’ing at Secret Recipe, a day after the reception. Spending time with him before balik Selangor. Huhu

I'm all about him him him him him

He's all about me me me me me

My favourite, Cheez Choc. Order smpai 2. Haha

Chocolate Banana In Glass..

While ‘lepak’ing, we talked about lots of thing. Flashing back our memories when were in Brisbane, how we used to play football together in Botanical Garden, the one near the Gardens Point Campus, how I merajuk after kena tegur ngn dier sbb sepak bola x betul. Haha. He said, at that time the feeling towards me had already grown but he was afraid to confess. Haha.

Even though now we’re already happily married, but sometimes I miss those moments.

Okay, before I put an end to this entry, let me share with you stuff that I bought this week. It’s a novel by Julie Garwood. It’s been a while since I last bought a novel. The last one I think was Shiver, but still haven’t finished reading it coz ianya sungguh tak best. I hate the characters. Gedik.

I hope this one is nice.

SIZZLE, by Julie Garwood.

 

Owh, I also bought another 4 pairs of contacts. Hahahahah. Tatau ape gile aku beli smpai 4.

Blytheye Contacts, BLUE, GREEN, VIOLET and BROWN. 14mm diameter.

Abis natural la kunun mata colour mcm tu. Haha

Labeled and soaked. Cant wait to use them!

So now I have 6 pairs of contacts, 4 from Blytheye and 2 from iFairy. Gila. Hahah.

Okay, got night tuition at 8.30. I haven’t showered yet. Bye.

Excuse Me, It’s Puan Emy Now, Okay?

Wow. I better get used to it from now on. Haha.. I’ll post a proper entry bout that very big day later. Ni curik2 update post. Mr.Gonzales (who is now my hubby) asked me to pack my stuff coz we’re going to Muar in a bit. So, this is gonna be a very quick post. I hope.

Here are some pictures..

Dup dap dup dap.. Waiting for the moment..

A wife now..

Emy, Mr.Gonzales and Darling

With Abg Bob family who was celebrating their 10th anniversary.. happy with 3 beautiful children now, totally my role models!

Bersanding time.. tgh tgu hubby..

Outdoor Photoshoot with Soulclickers crew!

So, it’s been 6 days now living our life as married couple. It’s been so wonderful! Yes, I mean it. Thank you Allah for sending him to me.. I’ll take care of him, appreciate him and love him with all my heart..

p/s- official photos and videos from Soulclickers will be uploaded later.