Turn Back For A Sec

I can’t sleep. So, I surfed the net and suddenly I felt like reading back my old blog (friendster blog). Most of the entries in that blog are about my life in Aussie and all things that had happened there (February 2007 until July 2008) before I started this WordPress blog in August 2008. And reading back all those entries, I smiled myself. I remembered exactly what I did everyday, my classes, my vacations, both sweet and bad experiences.. and also.. my friendship with Mr.Gonzales.

When I read those entries, I noticed that I have mentioned his names several times in my nonsense writing. Hahaha.
We were really best friends, then.

CLICK FOR LARGER IMAGE. Those were the things that I wanted to do, but I couldn't. This entry was written when I was really bored in unilodge. Haha.

We both really liked to talk about football, sometimes over the phone, through YM, or even time lepak2 kat Abra Kebab tgh2 malam. Hahaha. But really, all we talked about was football. At that time I just knew he played football when he was in primary school and MRSM, so, we shared stories (but I didn’t play football, I just listened to his stories. haha). Funny thing, we also told each other that we wanted our kids to be footballers. And both were like, ‘weih, same la ngn aku! aku pon nk anak aku jdi footballer siot.’

HAHHAHHAH!

CLICK FOR LARGER IMAGE. Suke pikir mcm2.. Haha. Dulu la.. Haha. And I told Mr.Gonzales about this, so that was what his respond.

Okay, this entry was actually dedicated to Ponnie. Coz she used to be mad at me coz I always always asked her questions, bout every single thing, every time, every day. Sampai dia literally pening kepala nk jawab. Haha. Some of the questions, were soo out of questions.

CLICK FOR LARGER IMAGE. He was my hero, even though he wasn't there. Haha.

This incident happened when I was watching football game with Ponnie at some cafe ke ape tah.. We were out that night. The game was between Liverpool and.. I cant remember which club. And we were disturbed by these two ongputih. So, that was how I escaped myself from that drunken shit man. And it worked. Haha

Few years ago, he was my best friend.
And now, Ewan (Mr.Gonzaless) IS still my best friend.
And it gets better!
Coz now I’m in love with him!

Background Music : Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat

The Hardest Thing To Do In Blogging Is To Write The Title!

Today, is the first day of school after Chinese New Year break. Well, on Wednesday, I don’t have many classes, just English for pre-school and also ICTL for Year 4. Owh, I also got relief today (Music) for Year 1. But I just asked them to practice writing A,B, C. To keep them busy. Haha. Then, I entered pre-school class. Today, they learnt about simple phrases such as, ‘red apple’, ‘blue ball’, ‘green shirt’ and ‘yellow pencil’. Those were the only phrases I taught them for today. Tu pon x cukup mase. And as I said in my Facebook, today I made one student cried. His name is Adam. He’s cute but he’s also the naughtiest. Today, he kept chit-chatting with Haziq bout only-God-knows-what and I had no choice but asking him to sit beside Ulfa, to keep him quiet. I was angry, really. Long story short, he cried. Well, at that time, I just didn’t care. He’s only a child, I know, but he’s also been the toughest one for me. So, I have to be strict with him, to make him listen.

Next, ICTL class (Year 4). I taught them how to insert data in a table in Microsoft Word. Hmm… Nothing interesting.

When I got back, I found my cat still missing. My mom said, she tried to search for him outside, but he was nowhere to be found. I was worried. Hell, I AM worried! He is my favourite cat! The best! He’s funny, smart and cute! I love him so much! Huhu..  He slept outside every night. And usually every morning, he always waited for someone to open the door and and whoever did, he would run into the house, went to his usual spot, and continued sleeping. But this morning, he didn’t show up. And till now… I haven’t heard his ‘meow’ yet…. Hu… Where are you, love??

My lovely cat.. Jambul... with his favourite toy..

Before I stop, I wanna share something. Just now, my mom showed me something and asked if I still wanted it. I looked at the thing at her hand. WHOA!! My keychain!! My Extreme keychain!!! When I was in high school, I loved this EXTREME label coz at that time I thought it was so cool. Coz.. Yeah, you know.. EXTREME was mostly used by skateboarders right so, I felt like, I was as cool as the skateboarders. Haha. S.I.L.L.Y!! By the way, I thought I lost it! I love it coz it’s my initial! E! Actually, this keychain was given by my friend when I was in Form 4 (I used to admire him! hahahahhahah). And it is all history since I’ve already met my real man now, is that right Mr.Gonzales?? Hehe. But I do love the keychain tho.

E for EMY!! Hehe

Okay! Busy day tomorrow! Gotta go!
Babai!

p/s- And plzzzz pray for my cat!! Huhuhu..

Art Of Love

Art of Love by Guy Sebastian featuring Jordin Sparks

I’m saying sorry in advance cos this won’t always go to plan
Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted
It’s in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we’re all about giving up
Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them
It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it
And it’s always getting better
It’s gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you’re beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention
Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

Sometimes I’m gonna miss
I’m still learning how to give
I’m not giving up
I’m still learning how to love
Learning how to love…
Learning how to love

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love
(The art of love)

Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still trying to learn the art of love
Still learning, I’m still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
I’m gonna get it sometimes, cause I’m still learning
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
The art art of love

…I’m still trying to not mess up
whenever I stumble let me know…

Love the lyrics coz they are soo true..

Here’s the song of the day.
Enjoy!

Just Now

Just now,

I was mad at him.

I decided not to text him anymore until he texted me first.

I didn’t get him!

I hated him!

But just now,

When I was trying to get him out of my head,

I read something on the Internet..

A very very touching love story…

Not with happy ending…

Suddenly I was scared.

I dont want that to happen to him.

I cried.

I quickly grabbed my phone.

I texted him.

‘SORRY’

*with my tears still rolling down my cheek*

iloveyou

Kain2 Dan Sekolah

Yesterday, when I was on phone with Mr.Gonzales at the veranda, this one lady came bringing her bag. Her face was not familiar, so I got inside and told my mom. I thought she might be in trouble ke ape ke, and wanted to meet my dad coz ya la.. My dad tu Ketua Kampung. Orang susah2 dtg pegi jumpa dier. Then, I continued talking to Mr.Gonzales for few minutes, and after that, I continued watching Mulan on Disney.

Then, my mom came. She asked me ngn muka yang excited, ‘Tanak beli kain ke?’. ‘Kain?? La… Akak tu jual kain ke.. Ingtkan die dtg nk mintak tlg.’ Haha. Since my mom dh paksa2, aku kuar jugak la.. Sembang2 ngn that akak… Haha. Tgk2, bukan akak sebenarnyer. I’m older than her. She’s just 21, but she looked sooo matured. And she thought I was still belas2.. Ya la.. At that time, I was just in my tracksuit and tshirt ja.. Hehe.

I bought 5 helai kain (but my mom la bayar dulu coz blom dapat gaji,hahahaha) for RM155. Kain2 tu sume tenun sndiri aka tenun tgn, bukan machine.. So, I think it’s quite cheap jugak la.. Dia ckp tu ‘Harga Malam’ coz at that time dah nak Maghrib dah pon..

That akak adik gave me some ideas if I’m interested to sell all the kain2 to the teachers at school. Mula2 aku gelak2 ja, of course la aku tamau. Bukan aku reti business2 ni.. Tapi mang untung la kalo jual kat cikgu2.. Mesti beli punyer. Cikgu2 kat skola aku tu, ada gak yang berniaga2 ni.. Avon la ape la.. But aku tgk, kerja diorg buat je.. Yang teach Year 6 dah bertahun2 tu, percentage UPSR ntok subject yang diorang ajar tu xder la jatuh.. Maintain je 80% – 100% every year.. Buku pon diorg mark cepat2. Masuk class on time. Extra class after 1.05pm pon buat.. Kira mcm berniaga tu berniaga, tpi kerja sume beres. Bagus la kan.. Bagi aku, selagi bnde2 berniaga ni tak kacau kerja2 kat skolah, boleh je berniaga. Ape salahnye.. Yang jadi salah tu, kalo kerja2 sekolah and murid2 diabaikan, kelas x masuk la ape la pasal sakan sgt berniaga, (which is not happening at my school at the moment), baru la salah.. Eh, ni bgi aku la kan.. You have all the rights in the world to disagree..

Time kat kolej dulu, bersemangat ramai mengutuk cikgu2 yang berniaga kat sekolah (termasuk la aku), but bila dah kerja, have to face the reality. Kerja cikgu gaji bukan byk gile pon.. So, mang ade certain teachers yang have to find another alternatives for their income.. But like I said, don’t neglect the students who come to school to learn. Berniaga la if you want to, but pandai2 la bahagi masa.. Buat after school hours ke.. Xder la kacau sgt..

Tapi guru2 baru mcm aku ni, xpayah la berniaga dulu.. Banyak lgi bnde kena belajar kat skola tu especially yang jawatan segunung tu.. Kang yang dikejar x dapat, yang dikendong berciciran.. Eh, betul ke proverb tu? Haha

So, ni la kain2 yang aku beli.. Hahahaha. Ni semua mang aku yang pilih. Mak aku nk pilihkan, but yang dia pilih2 sume coklat2 and gelap2 gitu… Aku tgk sekali ja, then x pandang lagi. Mang besenyer mcm tu. Yang mak x suke, itu la yang aku suke. And vice-versa.

Yang ni kain tenun sndiri.. Corak bunga ni sket ja.. Yang lain sume hitam... So, I'm planning to buat kurung moden..

Yang ni pon tenun sndiri.. I like it coz it's colourful. Haha. Lagipon, corak batik.. Tatau lagi nk buat bju ape ngn kain ni..

Yang ni pon tenun sndiri gak... Corak batik gak.. Kaler merah ni aku cam nk wat kebaya... Kebaya bese la.. Tpi tgk la dulu..

Ha... Yang ni murah sket.. Tenun machine jer.. So, wat kurung biasa sudeyy..

Yang ni aku nk buat kurung moden.. Tpi amek 2 meter je, pasal ntok bwh je pki kain ni.. Yang atas nk pki kain chifon kaler baby blue.. Ni plan je la. Haha

Okay la…. Aku blom breakfast lgi. (Opps, got a text message from Mr.Gonzales, die baru pas joging! Haha). K la.. Nk makan. Babai!