::. just a blind kitten, looking for a drop of milk .::

Stories will be updated so0000onnnn…
*tgh malas and still penat.*

From ESPN Soccernet,
Liverpool captain Steven Gerrard has been voted England’s Footballer of the Year by the Football Writers’ Association (FWA).

The England midfielder topped the poll of journalists ahead of Manchester United duo Ryan Giggs and Wayne Rooney to win the prestigious accolade, which has been running since 1948.

The 28-year-old Anfield hero has scored 23 goals in all competitions this season, the best tally of his career, and is leading Liverpool’s continuing challenge to Premier League leaders Manchester United as the Reds bid to land their first league title for 19 years.

The newly crowned footballer of the year said: “I’m delighted but I’m a little bit surprised. When you look at the quality of the players there are in this league, it’s a great privilege to win this kind of award.”

Reds manager Rafael Benitez had nothing but praise for his skipper, who is the first Liverpool player to win the award since John Barnes in 1990, and said it was just reward for all Gerrard has achieved this season.

“I’m really pleased for Steven,” Benitez told the club’s website. “It is fantastic for him because he was competing with a lot of good players.

“For him to be named player of the year is massive credit to him and shows just how much he has achieved.”

Gerrard will receive the award at the FWA’s gala dinner in London on May 29. The Huyton-born player follows in the illustrious footsteps of Stanley Matthews, Bobby Moore, George Best and more recently Thierry Henry, Frank Lampard and Cristiano Ronaldo.

Steve Bates, chairman of the FWA, said: “Steven’s performances this season have been of the highest quality. His drive and desire have underpinned Liverpool’s Premier League title challenge and ensured a tight finish to the season.

“Steven is clearly in his prime and quite rightly rated one of the finest midfield players of his generation, and the FWA are delighted to honour his contribution to club and country.”

Second-placed Giggs was named the Professional Footballers’ Association Player of the Year in April.

p/s – am proud of Stevie, am proud of The Reds! Even though Liverpool might lose the title to Manchester United, but for this award, we beat them! Hua9!

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold
(this song is dedicated from my beloved Mr.Gonzales)

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can’t help but wish that I was there
Back where I’d love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I’m not around,
When I’m much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again

There’s nothing here for me on this barren road
There’s no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can’t help but think of the times I’ve had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I’m not around,
When I’m much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade…

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I’m not around,
When I’m much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again

Woke up this morning and as usual, had ‘text-messaging’ activity with Mr.Gonzales. He said last night, he wanted to send me this song through email, but couldn’t coz the size of the MP3 was too big. 10mb or sumthing.. So, he begged me to listen to it.. I did and ‘BEST!’ It’s about missing someone.. I think I can cry listening to this song!

He said again, he kept listening to this song during our tough moments.. Fights, arguments, misunderstanding and etc (which I think most of them were comin from me.. huhu). As quoted by him, ‘gado tpi sayang kan..’ Heh, I Love You too, cyg!!

* ha.. sape nk muntah, gie muntah.. *

Owh, anyone… Please just take me to some place where I don’t have to think about anything…

*not in the mood*

Am trying my best to be a better thinker.

Am trying my best to rationalize things before jumping into conclusions.

Am trying my best to be more positive.

Am trying my best to be less egoistic.

Am trying my best to be strong for my own sake and people I love around me.

Am trying my best to see the good behind the bad things.

Am trying my best to believe that I’m better than people who keep complaining and whining about life.

Well, it’s a tough process. Since these are not my nature.

*SAKITNYER PERUT ARI NI!!!!!!!*
-period pain sucks!-

See, I did it again. Complained.
*sigh*

I’m at HOME everyone!!!! Hehe!

I arrived home around 4.45pm. Getting out of the car, the first thing I saw was my cat (I called her, Si Tajam coz she has sharp-shaped tail). Last I saw her, she was so little. Now, she’s getting big. And cuter! And I saw her stepmom too, Si Peah. I think Peah doesn’t recognize me anymore coz every time I got near her, she made the (haaaah) sound. I dunno if you guys are familiar with this weird sound that cats make when they’re afraid or feel threaten. I tried to pat her, but she ran away every time I stepped nearer. I was so GERAM!! I chased her and managed to pull her tail. She turned around and made that sound again! This time I think it was sooo funny!! I laughed my ass off thinking that she was being bullied by me. And my sister kept saying, ‘Woi, tak baik. Tak baik!’ Hahahaha!

Nways, my dad is not at home right now. I saw him bringing a big bag just now, and I asked him, ‘Ayah nk gie mane?’. Dengan selambanyer my dad jwb, ‘Nak pindah.’ Haha! Actually, he’s at my neighbour’s house, Ustaz Mahali coz there’s a usrah going on there. And the thing in the big bag was speakers. As for my mom and my sisters, they are watching AF diary. Hmm… Malas nk tgk sbb tatau ape2 psl AF. X follow.

My mom told me she likes ISMA (whichever that is). And just now she told me, ‘Adik Isma tu dh jdi jutawan.’ I was like, ‘Owh ye? Sape adik die?’ while texting my friends. Not interested. And my mom answered, ‘Si Tomok! Die menang OIAM.’ And I was like, ‘Hah?? Tomok menang OIAM?? Biar benar! Best giler ke suare die??’ My mom ckp suare die sedap, dah x sengau. I couldnt believe it!

I used to hate him sooooo much (not that I like him now) coz I think he had the worst voice I’d ever heard. I think he sold his music through his so-called cute face. And while I was reading En.Mail’s blog, I saw his entry saying that ‘Tomok mesti menang 1 juta.’ Again??? Sedap giler ke?? I clicked at Tomok’s video singing Umbrella, by Rihannah.

Hahahha! Betul kot… Dah besar budak Tomok ni.. Dah x sengau suare dier… Tpi gaye dier still pelik+lawak. Haha!

Wahwahwahwah!!! I just finished my last exam as a student!!! Everyone, let’s JUMP 4 JOY!! Woo Hoo!

Last paper, Curriculum Studies. I dunno how I answered, lantak la. I just want this to be over. Haha!

Okay, enough bout exam. Next!

This afternoon, I’m going out. With my bucuk. Coz I’ll be going home tomorrow until Sunday (probably). So, before I spend some quality time with my family (and my streamyx yg way faster compared to IPBA’s internet), I would like to spend it with him first. Post-exam outing. Hua9. Some of my friends have their own agendas. So, I’ll be doing my own agenda too. ;-P

Okay, next!

Hm… ape ek?? Xder mende lak. Wah, xder life nye aku! Xder mende pon nk citer. Hu, k la.. Nk baring2 smbil tgk movie. Kalo tertido, nasib la kau Mr.Gonzales. Kene kuar lmbat. Hahah!

Chiowz!!

You Found Me by The Fray

I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I said, ‘Where you been?’ He said, ‘Ask anything’

Where were you when everything was falling apart
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me

But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who’s ever known
Who I am, who I’m not and who I wanna be
No way to know how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me

The early morning, the city breaks
And I’ve been calling for years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve taking all I want!

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, where were you, where were you
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me

Why’d you have to wait, to find me, to find me?

*the way Isaac sings while playin the piano kinda turns me on! haha!*
Am listening to this song while reading CS notes!!! (ye la sgt… :-p) Nways, what’s 1st and Amistad ha…??

“First and Amistad is a street corner in Quemado, Texas. It seems way out in the country so maybe its kind of a random place to be writing the song about, but that may be the whole point: that God is everywhere.” -Yahoo Answers.

“They (The Fray) were on a morning radio show last week (or the week before.. can’t recall) and played this song live. They said 1st and Amistad is referenced to an intersection here in the Dallas/Fort Worth area, but I’m having trouble finding it on google maps. They said there wasn’t necessarily meant to be a reference to Dallas, though.” -Random Commenter

And also, some weird (yet interesting?? I dunno)  entry about the song!

p/s – Eish, x sedar diri btol sok nk pekse. Wey!! Gie bace CS la pompuan!!! %#@&$%$