::. just a blind kitten, looking for a drop of milk .::

Lucky by Jason Mraz featuring Calliat Calby (gorgeous song!)

Do you hear me? I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’M LUCKY I’M IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’M LUCKY I’M IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooh ooh ooh

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning around
You hold me right here right now

I’M LUCKY I’M IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooh ooh ooh

*love you*

I was supposed to finish my two assignments (which one of them I am way behind schedule), but since I’m not into assignments right now, I’m trying to answer 42 QUESTIONS from Cik Fathiah kite yg cantik manis itu. Hehe

1. Were you named after anyone?
Nope! My name is all about me. I have the longest name in my family ( and in some of my classes when I was in school too!). It was given by my mom, collaborated with my sister. Hehe.

2. When was the last time you cried?
Wo ho ho! Last Friday. Silly tears, coz it was about a dog! Silly dog! Damn!

3. Do you like your handwriting?
Hm… Depends on what pen I’m using. 

4. What is your favourite lunch meat?
Hm… I eat pretty much everything. I’m not a fussy eater like some people. Haha.

5. Do you have kids?
Erm, yeah! My mom always said, my cats are my kids. Maybe coz I pamper them too much. Haha.

6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
Hmm.. Tough question! Hahahaha! I hate stuborn people, like me. So, maybe NOT.

7. Do you use sacarsm?
Depends on situations, (the people, the context, and the place).

8. Do you still have your tonsils?
Hmm..?? Ade la kot.. As far as I can remember, I’ve never removed anything from my mouth except for my teeth..

9. Would you bungee jump?
I love to!!!! I love that kinda stuff! I missed the chance to do it in NZ when I was in Aussie. Huhu..

10. What’s your favourite cereal?
COCO POPS!! It’s easier to chew.. Slurp!

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
Erm… Yeah! But sometimes I dont when I am too lazy or when I want to hurry (or when I dont love the shoes anymore).

12. What is your favourite ice-cream?
Chocolate!!! But love Bubble Gum flavour as well.. It tastes different but good.

13. What is the first thing you notice about people?
I don’t know. People are beyond words.

14. RED or PINK?
RED la… Duh!! See that big Liverpool logo? Huh, lgi mau tanye…

15. What is your least favourite thing about yourself?
My carelessness.

16. Who do you miss the most?
I wanted to say my family, but they’re here with me. How can you miss people who are beside you right? So… For this question, I picked Mr.Gonzales.

17. Do you want everyone to complete this list?
It’s up to them. I dont mind.

18. What colour of pants and shoes are you wearing?
My light brown short. No shoes. House rules.

19. What are you listening to right now?
Raindrops on the roof. It is drizzling right now.

20. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
I wanna be The Red one. I always think Red symbolizes Bravery. Like my The Reds team! They’re brave! Hahahaha!

21. Favourite smell?
Hmm… My ‘Home’ smell… *wink wink*

22. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ucu Norsiah, my auntie. She’s a lovely person.

23. Do you like the person who sent this to you?
Yeah! Actually, I didn’t really know her before we got into the same university in Aussie, but turned out she’s really a great person, and funny coz she’s a bit blurrr… Haha! Jgn mara ha Fat, gurau2. Hakhakhak!

24. Favourite sports to watch?
What else? Football aka soccer la… But sometimes I watch Tennis too, especially during Aussie Open.

25. Hair colour?
Black (90%) Dark Brown (10%). Haha!

26. Eye colour?
Total Black.

27. Do you wear contacts?
Nope!! I have a great eyes that provide me great clear sight. Alhamdulillah…  (tips= I eat carrots alot!)

28. Favourite food?
Mom’s cooking. And The Chicken Rice Shop! Hehe.

29. Scary movies or Happy endings?
Both, but more to scary movies coz happy endings are bit cliche sometimes. Hmm…

30. Last movie you watched?
Marley and Me with Mr.Gonzales. I just knew that we both admire, adore and worship the same person, JENNIFER ANISTON! Love Jen! Team Jen! Woo Hoo! (and hate Angie! Grr..).

31. What colour of shirt are you wearing?
Hm… I’m wearing Yellow and Black shirt..

32. Summer or winter?
Same like Fat, I prefer spring and autumn. Not very hot, and not very cold.

33. Hugs or kisses?
BOTH!

34. Favourite dessert?
Erm, anything. Like I said before, I eat pretty much everything. Haha!

35. What book are you reading?
There are two. A Place Called Here by Cecelia Ahern, and Breaking Dawn by the very Stephenie Meyer (I hate Bella!).

36. What did you watch on TV last night?
Last night…??? Erm, Kitaro kot, the one on ABO. After I’d been forced by my nephews and nieces.

37. Favourite sound(s)?
Hmm…. Music?? I dunno.. Too general la soalan ni…

38. Rolling Stones or Beatles?
Beatles.

39. Where is the furtherst you have been from home?
Australia.. Hm… In Australia, I think Melbourne is the furtherst I’ve been. Worth the journey, very nice place there!

40. Do you have special talent?
Hm.. Memorizing others’ dialouges. Hahaha! No, that’s crap. I dun have any talent. I’m no Edward Cullen.

41. Where were you born?
My very own home, Sabak Bernam, Selangor Darul Ehsan.

42. Whose answers are you looking forward to getting back?
Salina
Wana
Nurul
Jannah

The Score

Manchester United (1) – (4) Liverpool
Old Trafford, 14th March 2009

Manchester United : Ronaldo the Diving Gay (pen,23)
Liverpool : Torres (28), Gerrard (pen, 44), Aurelio (77), Dossena (90)

Rafa (the manager) : “This week we have beaten two of the top sides in Europe in Real Madrid and Manchester United, and scored four goals in both games, so that is fantastic and again, we have to be really pleased.”

Gerrard (the captain) : “I hope this result gives other teams belief that they can bet United.”

Fernando Torres

Torres was voted as Man of The Match for last night game, against Manhancus Manchester United whose vote was 2667 beating Gerrard, 1449.

Woo Hoo!! Bukan 1-0 beb, tapi 4-1!!

The Reds beat Manchester United at Old Trafford!!! Padan muke si Rooney cacat!! Cakap besar before game, skali kena humiliated kat tempat sndiri. Hua9. EMY LIKEY!!

Rooney? Toady? Haha!

Poor Mr.Gonzales, he’s soooo damn mad at me right now coz I keep teasing him! Hahahah! Dahla both favourite teams dier kalah di tangan Liverpool! Too bad!

Wah… Mengantoikan diri sndiri di sini…

4 Reasons;

Woke up late
Haven’t ironed outfit to class
Nearly mid sem-break (holiday mood!)
This subject doesn’t have any exams, and I know even if I did come to the class, I wouldnt be payin attention.

Hua9… Nak mandi!

Chiowz!

The Score

Liverpool (4) – (0) Real Madrid
Tuesday 10th March 2009 19.45, Champions League 16 (2)

Liverpool Scorers : Torres (16), Gerrard (pen, 28), Gerrard (47), Dossena (89)

The Reds cruised into the last eight of the Champions League as Gerrard struck twice in a 4-0 thrashing of the La Liga side, with Fernando Torres and Andrea Dossena also on the scoresheet.

After Yossi Benayoun’s winner in the Bernabeu two weeks ago, Rafael Benitez’s men made sure of their place in the quarter-finals as they inflicted Madrid’s worst ever European defeat in the competition.

These are the Reds’ reflection over the victorious night.

RAFA (the manager) : “The team had a lot of confidence and approached the game in the right way. I think the atmosphere helped us a lot as well so there are many positives, it was a fantastic all-round performance.”

GERRAD (the captain) : “We’re all really pleased. It was important to win and book our place in the last eight. It was a fantastic team performance tonight.”

TORRES (the striker) : “We showed Real Madrid that this is Anfield and Liverpool can win against any team here.”

KUYT (the striker) : “I don’t know whether or not it’s the best we’ve played since I’ve been here, but if you beat Real Madrid 5-0 overall it’s great and hopefully it will prove to be one of our biggest results.”

Some exclusive pictures from the match

Simply click on the links below to read various versions of this European night, we never forget.

Daily Mail (Martin Samuel)>>

The Independent (Sam Wallace)>>

The Telegraph (Henry Winter)>>

The Guardian (Kevin McCarra)>>

Daily Mirror (David Maddock)>>

In conclusion, LIVERPOOL ROCKS!!!!!

YNWA ~~

p/s – Mr.Gonzales sedang frust menonggeng! Kawan2 serumahnye, tolong perhatikan die supaya die tidak terjun dri level 4. Haha!

The 31-year-old came to L4 to watch pal Fernando Morientes a few years ago – and he can’t wait to return on Tuesday for the Champions League second round second leg.

“I’m stuck for words. It’s so different: the singing in the ground and the approach to the stadium,” said Raul.

“You walk through the area with all the houses and suddenly there it is, the stadium, you can’t see it until it’s on top of you – crowded with all the fans, the noise, the passion.

“The atmosphere was incredible. It was a league game. I can’t imagine what it’s going to be like for a Champions League match – crazy.”

Raul also spoke of his admiration for opposition skipper Steven Gerrard.

“I’ve seen Gerrard win difficult games for his team so many times by scoring or making the all-important goal,” said the striker, who holds the record for most Champions League goals with 64. “He is so good at helping the side when they need him most.”

Liverpool vs Real Madrid (tonight!)

YNWA ~~

I actually I wanted to find materials (short stories, poems etc) for my Assesment In School assignment, but instead I found this.…

“Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia! pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.“

….which is so stupid and funny! Hahaha!

1,2,3,4 by Plain White T’s

1 2, 1 2 3 4-
Give me more lovin’ than I’ve ever had,
Make it all better when I’m feelin’ sad,
Tell me that I’m special even when I know I’m not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin’ mad,
I’m so glad I found you; I love bein’ around you.

You make it easy, it’s easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do-(I love you)
I love you.

Give me more lovin’ from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best that I’ve had,
I’m so glad I found you, I love bein’ around you.

You make it easy, it’s easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it’s easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do-(I love you)
I love you.

Lalalalalalalalalala ~~

I’m at home right now! This week, I’ll be single child again! Yeah!

Thanks to my beloved Mr.Gonzales for accompanying me to meet Wana at McD Pudu, thanks to my sweetheart Wana for the lift home, and thanks to Wana’s beloved Pengkek for the dinner treat at Tanjung Karang! (Wa… First time aku nmpk dua org kawan aku ni romantic2 with each other! Xper babe, wpun aku tahan gelak, aku ttp sapot ko! Haha)

I arrived home at 12.30am. I could see my mom smiling behind the sliding door, waitin for me. It was kinda late already and my dad was already asleep, but as usual, my mom and I had late night catchin-up session. I told her lots of things happened at IPBA, lots of assignments need to be done, and also bout the Raub camp that I’m about to join. My mom told me lots of things too; about my lil sister who is still jobless, bout my elder sister who fought with my other sister, bout my nephew who now is getting naughtier, and also… bout my two cats, Peah and Che’ Tam. Peah just gave birth to four kittens last week (haven’t yet seen them!), and her brother; the very cute Che’ Tam, just died in an accident. Huhuhuhu…..
Is that what you call the balance of nature? To create some is to lose some?
*sob sob*

Tomorrow, I’ll be having Latihan Kemahiran Asas Memandu at Sungai Besar. That’s the main purpose of me going home this weekend actually. Argh… Takut lak!

p/s – sorry ‘you’, lupe nk msg awal, sonok sgt bercerite ngn mak! heheheh

I still haven’t quite finished my Professional Development assignment, still there a few things need to be edited, but I’m already off task. I checked my mails, Facebook, and also my Friendster account which I have ignored for weeks. I was expecting lots of forwarded messages, stupid spam testimonials and all, and yeah, there they were. I deleted all the messages and all, and suddenly, something attracted my eyes. My old blog. My old Friendster blog.

Most of the entries I wrote were when I was in Brisbane. I started the blog days before I flew to Brisbane to further my study. So, when I read back;
“my mixed feelings to leave my family behind for almost two years,
my excitement when I first stepped my foot at Brisbane Airport,
when I first saw koalas and kangaroos,
when I first tried to mix around with my other friends who were from different foundation classes (whom some of them I hardly ever spoken to! [includes you, Mr.Gonzales.]),
when I first hang out with them at Gold Coast theme parks,
when I first learned surfing at Sunshine Coast,
when I first cooked my own food and Thank God I didn’t throw up,
when I first traveled with my friends to other states in Australia,
when I first experienced the cold during winter,
when I first encountered and feared drunken people at streets at night,
when I first doubted the food was halal or not,
when I first been in the same class with Aussie people (still remember the fear of not understanding their weird accent),
when I first met the very JARED PADALECKI!!!,
when I first danced Malay traditional dances,
when I first stayed outside my room until midnight with my friends,
when I first ‘raya’ with my friends with my ‘Kasut Mickey’ coz I didn’t have ‘Kasut Raya’,
and also….
when I first missed my family so so bad,”

I smiled.

It’s kinda funny the way I told stories, the way I described things then. So childish, so excited, so emotional and so honest! I just can’t believe that was me who wrote those stuff! Haha!

Some of the 1st-time pictures too,

1st time touchin the kangaroo at Gold Coast

1st time been to Movie World with Scooby Doo Crew!

1st time playin with snow and tried makin snowman at Mount Thredbo, Sydney!

GREATEST MOMENT OF ALL! 1st time meetin Jared Padalecki from Gilmore Girls and Supernatural at Sydney!

I suddenly miss the place, miss the atmosphere, miss the smell, miss the excitement, miss the fear, miss the doubt, miss the spirit of wanting to try new things, and miss the feeling of missing loved ones at home… I miss everything..