::. just a blind kitten, looking for a drop of milk .::

• Got on 199 bus from West End to the city with Nurul.
• Bought Daily Consession 2 Zones ticket= $2.90.
• Put the ticket in my wallet.
• Put the wallet on my lap when I sat.
• Reading Nurul’s script about the QOTD.
• Arrived at the city, got off the bus.
• Walked to King Goerge Square to catch 333, 66, 330 or 340 bus to Kelvin Grove Campus.
• Took out my wallet to show the bus driver the ticket.
• The wallet couldn’t be found.
• Panic!
• Still struggling infront of the bus driver for the ticket.
• The ticket still couldn’t be found.
• Luckily, the driver was very nice (young and cute!), he asked me what’s wrong?.
• I answered him, ‘Sorry, I can’t find my wallet..”.
• He said, ‘No worries, just hop on!’
• I was surprised, ‘Really??’
• He said, ‘Yeah, just hop on!’
• I quickly got on the bus and sat beside Nurul who was looking at me, worried.
• I was still looking for the wallet.
• And the wallet still couldn’t be found.
• I tried to recall……..
• SHIT!
• The wallet was on my lap-I got off the 199 bus-The wallet dropped!!!
• So yeah folks!!
• I lost my wallet! Again!
• And this would be the fourth time in 2 years that I lost my wallet!

1. At Paddy’s market, Sydney (2007)
2. Abra Kebab, Brisbane City (2007)
3. Abra Kebab, Brisbane City (2007)
4. In 199 bus from West End (2008)

I tried to calm myself down, but I ended up screaming 3 times. At Kelvin Grove campus, at Princhester’s house and lastly, at the kitchen in my house while I was having lunch.

-I’m sick of living like this!!! FUCCKKKK!-

Our internet connection had been suspended for almost a week, or more. That’s why this blog hasn’t been updated till now since we’ve got back the connection.

As promised, here’s what has been happening for this past ‘internetless’ week.. Erm, gambar je la ek.. Mls nk type byk2.. Haha!

Shipping Stuff

The boxes had already been shipped to KLIA

Thank God, it’s only 67 kg. Phewww…

My Twilight Complete Series (love you Jacob Black!)

My Twilight Series

Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn

Haven’t finished reading the last book, Breaking Dawn yet. Planning to read it on the plane this Sunday. Speaking of this series, today is Twilight premier in Malaysia. Arghh!! X dapat tgk! Nyampah!

Gold-Coast and Sunshine Coast Road-Trip

At Malay Maharani Restaurant, Gold Coast

Jue, Judy, Salina

Salina, Emy, Ponnie

Hard Rock Cafe, Surfers Paradise, Gold Coast #1

Hard Rock Cafe, Surfers Paradise, Gold Coast #2

Mount Cootha #1

Mount Cootha #2

On the way to Noosa beach #1

On the way to Noosa beach #2

Dropped by at Original Eumundi Market

Obviously, he doesnt like summer!

Still at the market!

At Noosa beach, picnic time!

Kat Noosa beach, kitorg x pki tdg. So, x byk gmbar yg bleh di-upload. But, seriously, I had real fun there! (The truth is, I spent my time sleeping on a mat wit Sal while the others were walking along the beach. Haha)

Horse-Riding!!!!!

On the way #1

On the way #2

On the way #3

On the way #4

Not that I didnt appreciate the view, but I was so sleepy!

Cool thing!

The'pelana'. Hahaha!

The 'cowgirl' who led our group!

Nurul on the big-lazy Oscar! Hehe!

Stopped for a break at the river.

Jan (our lecturer) and I

Lookin at pictures

The legs in the cold water!! Hahaha!

Made our own tea

The hot homemade bread with maple syrup, strawberry and pineapple jam

Chattin, Eating, Relaxing

The helmets!

55! My helmet!

Ready for riding, again!

From left, Blaze (Eqa's), NIKKI (my horse), Oscar (Nurul's), Ruffles (Sal's)

Owh, here she comes!

Such a good horse..

Nikki and Emy

Gettin on her!

Yeeha!

Like a pro! Except for the 'peace' thing

After gettin back to the stable, Nikki's spot

Back to the city!

Packing-Updated

BYKnye brg!!!

Things that I found during ‘packing and clearing’ process..

Taxi Umbrella Ad

Gay Magazines that I got during Pride Parade. Haha!

Big Gay Day wristbands

Scarf. Someone gave me this at the KLIA when I was 1st time flying here, but I never used it.

World Festival Pass (Dancer)

Alice in Wonderland Show

When 1st time getting a job as a cleaner for Absolute Domestic. Haha!

Buku Panduan untuk Pelajar ke Luar Negara (Time does really fly!!)

The memory of O-Week for 2007 and 2008

Waaa…. Ahad ni dh balik Msia!!

Lots of stories…

Lots of pictures…

will be updated soon…

*busy*

p/s – still in Brisbane, counting days…

by… Nurul (again). Who else? Hahaha!

The Last Person to Tag You Is?

Nurul aka Princess

Puteri Nurul Nazahiah Binti Datu Bandira

What Relationship of You with Him/Her?

1. My friend
2. My housemate
3. My classmate
4. My cleaning partner
5. and should I mention, my crime partner?? Haha!

Your 5 Impressions Towards Her.

1. She’s so emotionless. So blurr calm. But full of crazy ideas. Haha!
2. She’s smart. No doubt.
3. She doesn’t eat beef. I think she was once used to be a vegetarian. If I’m not mistaken.
4. She loves reading fanficts. She can’t live without them, infact.
5. She thinks Supernatural’s Dean is TOP (If only you guys know what I really mean, here..) which I so fuckin agree!!!

The Most Memorable Thing that He/She Had Done for You

Erm… She gave ‘a book’ for my 21st birthday, last year. She knew I didn’t read books, that was why she bought me an extraordinary book, the ‘Michael Owen Autobiography’ book. Sbb Nurul tau aku mang sayang sgt ngn Abang Michael tu. Even though, byk jugak abang2 laen aku syg (Abg Jensen and Abg Stevie G), Abg Michael tetap no.1. Haha! So, thanks Nurul!

If He/She Will Become Your Lover, You Will…

1. Ask her to change herself into a boy/man/guy… whatever.
2. Ask her to go play football.
3. Ask her to build some muscle.

If She Becomes Your Enemy, You Will…

1. Ignore her…
2. Or maybe, I will gossip about her everyday.
3. Think she’s weird coz she’s so calm. Hahahaha! (Jgn mara Nurul! I love you!)

If He/She Becomes Your Lover , He/She Has to Improve on..

1. Showing some emotions. Hahahaha!
2. Her time management. (Nurul, you’ve got to spend more time with me rather than with your fanficts!)
3. Football skills.

If He/She Becomes Your Enemy , The Reason Is…

1. Because she’s siding with The Queen of the Damned (TQOTA)!!!
2. Because she agrees that TQOTA is an innocent angel!!!
3. Because… she’s a Manchester United supporter (which she’s not.)

How Do You Think The People Around You Will Feel About You?

Erm… Should I give a shit bout that?? I dont really care, actually.

The Character For Yourself Is?

1. Lazy
2. Stubborn
3. Emotional
4. Extreme
5. Naughty
6. Simple
7. Rough
8. Difficult
9. Childish
10. Careless

The Most Ideal Person You Want To Be Is?

1. Demon Hunter
2. Football Player
3. A Hero (has power and good at martial arts. Haha!)

For The Person Who Cares and Likes You, Say Something About Them.

Just a song dedicated to them (sape2 la yg sayang aku.. haha!),

McFly – I’ve Got You

I never doubted you at all
The stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall? (by and watch them fall)
So hold me ’til the sky is clear
And whisper words of love right into my ear
Cause I’ve got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
Yeah when I got you
Oh to make me feel better
When the nights are long they’ll be easier together

10 People to Tag

1. Ponnie
2. Salina
3. Wana
4. Encik Mael
5. Jannah
6. Sufyana
7. Inche Helmi
8. Hunny
9. Faiz Lazim
10. Tiqah Nasir

Who Is No.2 Having Relationship With?

Salina

She’s single and available. Erm.. She’s still budak2 for all I know. Hahaha!

Is No.3 A Female or A Male?

Wana

Both. Hahaha.. Nah, she’s a female but have some confused characteristics. Hua9

If No.7 and No.10 Be Together Would It Be A Good Thing?

Inche Helmi

Tiqah Nasir

Hahaha. They’ve already known each others. That might probably be a good thing, who knows. Hahaha!

How About No.5 and 8?

Jannah

Hani

Erm.. A good lesbian couple?? Hmm.. Why not? Both like pink. Hua9

What Is No.1 Studying ?

Ponnie

Hmm… Ponnie has been studying lots, lots, lots and lots of things. Things that you can’t imagine, things that you wouldn’t dream at night. I’m not even sure if Ponnie is a human. She knows and does lots of things.  (illegal stuff included) Haha!

When Was The Last You Have Chat With Them?

Who? Ponnie? Erm, just now. I asked her about how many boxes left, for the annoying packing thing.

Is No.4 A Single?

Mael

Encik Mael?? I dunno… Coz I’ve never asked. Hua9

Talk Something About No.2.

Salina

(Again??) She’s crazy. She’s bossy. She’s bitchy. She’s pushy. BUT, without these annoying attitudes, I think she’ll be a very boring typical person. So, Sal Bitchy, please don’t change. Keep your crazy, bossy, bitchy and pushy attitude with you forever. (Gosh!!! Do I really mean it???)

(background music- Why Don’t You and I, Wherever You Will Go and Stigmatized. All by The Calling.)

Yesterday, I went to Pancake Manor with Salina, coz she owed me one meal there. I promised her to be at the city at 2pm, but since at 2pm, I just got out of the shower, I met her at almost 3. Hahaha!

The purpose of the going out – I wanted to buy souvenirs for my family and friends.. Well, close friends only. I spent 2 times more than what I had already budgeted. I also bought stuff for myself, for my house. Owh, speaking of which, I just realized that when I was thinking of what to buy for my house, I didnt actually think about my house at Sabak Bernam, but my house as in ‘MY OWN HOUSE IN THE FUTURE’. Haha. That was very futuristic. Even though I have no idea when will I afford to buy one.

After that, we went to Pancake Manor. Have I mentioned that the building was actually a church before they transformed it to a cafe? Hehe… That explains why the place looks ancient,  classic and kinda cool. And people say, you’ve never been to Australia if you’ve never been to Sydney Opera House, but in this case, YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO BRISBANE, IF YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO PANCAKE MANOR. Haha. Dunno why.

While waiting for Nurul to show up (coz Sal owed her too), we took pictures of ourselves while talking about the worst backstabber+liar+manipulator+selfish bitch ever, the one and only ‘The Queen of the Damned’ (the one that I wanna punch in the face in my tagged post). I can only post the pictures that we took, and since our detail of the discussion doesn’t appear in JPEG, PNG, GIF or any other picture format, so it can’t be posted here. Hua9

Pancake Manor 1

Pancake Manor 2

Pancake Manor 3

Pancake Manor 4

Pancake Manor 5

Pancake Manor 6

The Menu

My Favourite

Waiting for the meal #1 -Salina-

Waiting for the meal #2 -Emy yg Lapar-

Hot n Tropo (but xpenah abes pon mkn bnde ni...)

*Hahaha. Everytime mkn pancake, x penah nye abes. Semangat je awal2, tpi still x bleh abeskan.*

We were in Pancake Manor from 5 until 7pm. Then, we continued shopping until 8 coz Salina was already tired, plus she wanted to catch her bus. So, that left me alone, sitting with my legs crossed on a bench, with my shopping bags besides me, looking at Aussies scattered around at Queen St, getting their Friday Night’s fun started. I was actually waiting for Nurul and Shah (they were in cinemas watching ‘Mirrors’). Almost 45 minutes of waiting, they both appeared out of the crowd, and then the three of us, Shah, Nurul and I walked back to West End.

I’m in the middle of packing right now.. In about couple weeks, I’m going home, back to Malaysia. Back to back to what I used to have, back to what I used to eat, back to some people that I can’t wait to meet and hug, to gossip with, and of course, back to being in the same country with some people I HATE!! Grrr…

But, that’s not the problem! (For now)

The problem is… I’ve just realized that I’ve had so much shit stuff with me. It’s almost 2 year-shits stuff! And I’m too lazy to pack all those right now.

See… The boxes that I’m gonna ship to Malaysia…

The Boxes

Box 1 -Quilts and Toys-

Box 2 -Books-

Box 3 -Sweaters and Winter Coats-

Box 4 -Printer and Souvenirs-

*I love my printer. That’s why I’m bringing it home with me.*

I really hope, all this is not more than 100 kg. Otherwise, somebody has to buy one of my kidneys with high price. (And I mean it.)

Hua9… I wanna go back, as much as I dont wanna go back!!!

Despite the fact that now I’m afraid of floating and (embarrassing enough) I still can’t swim, it was a really exciting and fun night!!!! It was a girls’ night out, and we chose to have a picnic at the Street Beach (some people called Fake Beach, Man-Made Beach etc), Southbank. Usually on weekends, this place would be full of people, that’s why we chose weekday, so… there would be only us at the beach.

I made beef spaghetti, Ponnie and Eqa cooked bihun goreng (fried noodles), Nurul made sausage sandwiches, Shah, Salina and Jue brought same snacks, soft drink, and chocolate cake. Owh, almost forgot, there was Judy as well, our upstairs neighbour. Hehe…

Shah and Jue didn’t jump into the beach, coz they said it was too cold (so, they considered themselves as ‘makcik kantin’). They took care of the food, so whoever was hungry, could just swim to them and asked for food. Hahaha… The rest of us, (Eqa and Nurul eventually) having a good time floating, and err… drowning each others.

It was really cold that night, but once we were in the water, it wasn’t so cold anymore. Judy asked me to keep on hopping in the water to keep myself warm (we even ate the food in the water to avoid the cold wind. Haha). Nurul and Eqa tried to learn ‘doggy swim’ from Ponnie and Salina tried to teach me ‘froggy swim’. But since I didnt feel confident with Salina teaching me how to do the froggy swim (coz she wasn’t confident with herself either), I moved to Ponnie.

Here, some pictures during the picnic. Actually, we took lots and lots of pictures but since the pictures were… kinda ’sexy’, so I only posted the descent ones. Hahaha.

Street Beach Scenery 1

Street Beach Scenery 2

Street Beach Scenery 3

With Judy's towel. Haha! Peace Judy!

Jue and Shah (the very generous 'makcik kantin')

Lifeguard Off Duty.. That explains why we drowned so many times. Haha)

Salina did ignore this. Haha!

The funny thing with Salina last night, she was so parasite. She made Ponnie carrying her at the back most of the time, and after few seconds they floated together, Salina would agressively pulled herself away from Ponnie, coz she thought they were at the shallow area already, only to find out they were not. So, guess what happened? Salina pushed Ponnie down in the water just to keep herself up in the surface, and both struggling to breathe. But in the end, of course both survived. It would be quite an incident if it only happened once, but last night, it happened so many times. I know I shouldn’t say this, but after watching them drowning so many times with the same pattern over and over again, from worried, it changed to funny and hillarious. We laughed first, and after that reaching out our hands to grab Salina (especially) to the shallow area.

Last night at the Street Beach, there so many incidents ‘kawan makan kawan’. Hahaha! Nways, the picnic, i think it was a fun thing to do here in Brisbane before going back to Malaysia, in only few weeks.

Ergh! Speaking about going back, I don’t wanna go back!!!

By the time I’m writing this entry, Chelsea hasn’t started the game against Blackburn Rovers yet.. Of course I hope the Blues will lose the game, so the TOP spot will remain ours. Hua9

But, we’ll see…

In the meantime, here are the pictures during the game at Anfield, last night..

Keane (the man of the match voted by Liverpool fans at Liverpoolfc.tv)

KEANE, trying for second goal

2 Liv strikers, Kuyt and Keane celebrating 2nd goal

The pressure (Benitez LIV and Mowbray WESTBROM)

Liverpool won 3-0 against West Brom (Keane 34, 43) and Arbeloa (90). GO REDS!!!!!!!!!!

Nways, some good news especially for Anti-MU club members…

MU lost to Arsenal last night, 2-1

From left- Fabregas,Walcott and Nasri celebrating their victory, beating MU 2-1

It was Nasri’s night for scoring both goals.. I think I’ve seen his profile before coz he was one of the young potential players mentioned by football critique during Euro 2008, last June.. (He plays for France, nway.) It was stated there, he played for Arsenal in EPL, but his name wasn’t really familiar to me even though he plays for one of the Big Four. I guess I didnt really pay attention to Arsenal for their bad start early of this season. All my focus was on Chelsea’s and MU’s games only. And I didnt think he was really good, until he scored twice in last night’s game against MU.

Or had he just got lucky??

I dunno… But, the most important thing,

MU KALAH!

And that makes me HAPPY enough!

That’s all. Sekian, terima kasih!

by Nurul, my princess. Haha!

10 food I Really Long For

Kangkung Masak Tumis

1. Cucur Udang + Kuah Kacang (Mak buat jugak)
2. Roti Bakar + Air Milo (Mak buat lagi)
3. Sotong Masak Kacang (Of course la mak yg buat)
4. Lempeng Panas Cecah Susu F&N (Lempeng yg mak bancuh and goreng sahaja..)
5. Sup Daging ‘Gearbox’ (again, mak’s recipe)
6. Apam Balik yg ayah selalu beli kat Pasar Sabak, petang Jumaat.
7. Chicken Rice at Chicken Rice Shop!!!! The Kerabu Mangga is so.. ‘SEDAPLICIOUS!’
8. Hotdog at 1901.
9. Keropok Lekor
10. Jusco’s Takoyaki at Midvalley Megamall

10 Stuff I Like To Do

1. blogging
2. sleeping and waking up late
3. watching Supernatural over and over again
4. watching football games (depens on my availability)
5. shopping Adidas stuff (depends on my money condition.. huhu)
6. observing hot+cute guys, and dreaming I can have one of them
7. hanging out with friends
8. doing adventurous things (hiking, jungle-trekking, camping, etc)
9. BBQing with friends..
10. and very recently, reading novels… Huahuahua…

5 Types of Men I Adore

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1. the one who knows how and when to make jokes
2. the one who knows what to do and what he’s doing, the one who can lead
3. the one who can understand and stand me especially when I’m being stubborn.. , yet at the same time, be able to tell me whenever I was wrong, and help me to be better.
4. the one who appreciates everything I do
5. the one who is good at sports, football/ soccer preferably. I love guys with muscle, but not too buffy. Aww!

5 Things I Do When Feeling Down

sob

1. sleeping
2. going out, alone
3. listening to music, alone
4. watching TV, alone
5. crying…? (sometimes, when things are too bad)

Basically, when I’m feeling down, just leave me alone. But sometimes in special cases, little company would make me feel better.

5 Things To Do When I’m Happy

hihihi

1. non stop talking (of course)
2. singing or humming songs
3. laughing, really OUT LOUD
4. making stupid jokes with my stupid crazy friends
5. being extra tolerate to other people

10 Ways To Win My Heart

Bella and Edward from Twilight

1. be matured, but charming childishness could be cute sometimes. (But, dont do it too often, otherwise the ‘charming’ will slowly become ‘annoying’. And that will make me wondering if he’s the most retarded person in the world.
2. always SMILE!!!! Comon! You wont lose a penny by smiling.
3. appearance – dont have to be so stylish, but must neat and tidy. And smell good!
4. NON SMOKER!!!!!
5. dont have to always agree with what I say. Fight for your own opinions and principles if you have to. A lil bit of dramas are needed sometimes to spice things up. In such way, life won’t be so boring.
6. DO NOT ever compare me to other girls. Accept me for who I am.
7. good at kitchen!!! I happen to think that men who are good at cooking are SEXY!
8. surprise me, coz I love surprises!!
9. DO NOT underestimate me.
10. it’s a bonus if you’re good with guitar… Hehehe! Just fake a few chords, that would be cool enough with me.

(it seems like I’m so choosy, but hey, this thing asked for 10. Si, i gave 10.)

5 Junkfood I Enjoy

yummy cadbury!

1. chocolates, any kind.
2. pop corn
3. cookies
4. ice-cream
5. maggie (instant noodles)

5 Things I Wish Could Happen Soonish

Money! Money! Money!

1. be RICH!!!!
2. meeting my men, Michael Owen, Steven Gerrard, and Jensen Ackles. (Pakcik Jared Padalecki dh jumpe da…. Haha!)
3. go to Anfield, watch Liverpool’s games…. with my husband… Kehkehkeh..
4. have car license.. (this is so humiliating that I still dont have one, even though I know how to drive!)
5. buy my parents a very very very big house which is not very far from mine, so then I can always visit them, have a sleepover at their house, and be near them..

10 Ridicoulous Things I Wish To Do Before I Kick It

Dolphin-Ride

1. walk on a rainbow, jump from stars to stars..
2. skywalking (literally, I mean..)
3. adopt anak org putih, supaya besar jdi kacak mcm Jensen Ackles. Mesti sebagai mak, aku sangat bangge klo anak aku kacak mcm Jensen Ackles. Hahahah!
4. ride on a doplhin
5. GROW TALLER!!!!!!!!
6. have the power to stop time (the one that Hiro Nakamura has in Heroes.)
7. play in LIVERPOOL LADIES team
8. punch HER in the face, coz i really dont like HER!!!
9. have a big cat (tiger, lion, cheetah) as my pet…
10. be born, and start all over again…

10 Songs/ Music That I’m Really Into

Music/ Songs

1. What About Now -Daughtry
2. Gotta Be Somebody -Nickelback
3. The Time of Our Lives -Toni Braxton featuring Il Divo
4. Fall For You -Secondhand Serenade
5. I’m Yours -Jason Mraz
6. Time to Pretend -MGMT
7. Buttercup -The Foundation
8. What Hurts The Most -Rascal Flatt
9. Blue Night -Michael Learns to Rock
10. You and Me -Lifehouse (My Official Future Wedding’s Song)

I’m Tagging (4)

• Salina
• Wana
• Encik Mael
• Fathiah

Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I’ll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with?

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
When you’re lookin´ for a diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There `s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there

I love this song, and it’s deep meaning behind it…

Enough said.